And I am failing myself as the day passes. I’m losing me, I hardly remember who I am anymore. I keep fighting against myself, hopefully to achieve something I don’t know what’s the outcome anymore.
Work is now hell, guys are disappointing. I just want to run away. Far far away.
i think im just a rebound. thanks syam. i almost believed u.
i’ll bare this emptiness and wait patiently if i ever find a guy that would say, ‘she means the world to me’.
oh well, fat chance.
should i just go for it? i am scared but fuck it. just go with the flow.
md. noorsyam yusoff, i’ll take you as my boyfriend. if you happen to ask me again. if i won’t change the topic and avoid.
july come quick. i need to meet this brunei boy already.
via quotes and stuff
(Source: youjustyou)
(Source: anditslove)
i have a date with a new guyyyy tmrw. soo handsome! yay yay yay!
come to think, i am not such a mess afterall.
I have a stable career, that’s going somewhere. School is scheduled late this year or early next. I get to paint my nails every now and then and adore them every 5 minutes, especially my current polka dot nails!and it’s in champagne pink. how not to love it?? *see the distraction*
anyway, the screwed shit is, i have been meeting different guys, every other day. It’s entertaining, yes. But I’m tired. I want to meet one person that loves me and vice versa. It’s better that way, kan? I don’t know. I like this somehow. the attention, the chasing and all.
cheyyy. okay la. bye.
